I won't change my skin, just to fit your mood (chemicallyblu) wrote in valiant_blaze,
I won't change my skin, just to fit your mood
chemicallyblu
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The Journey of a Thousand Miles, Begins with a single step.

To everyone in the blaze..
meh name is April. Im 27, and im a bit of a hopeful person, but please dont tell anyone that. I have become cynical and bitter.. angry and left foot stomp happy. Poetry, Photography, LOUD LEVELS OF A VARIETY of music, as well as running around chaotic like a 5 year old child as some of my interests and I will box with anyone that injures or fucks with my friends. I am very opinionated and stubborn to boot. There isnt enough room in this tiny little box for all the stuff about me that I could say.. so I am gonna put it behind a cut.... Read on future if you have the time, energy, or you want to know the secrets to the uninverse which I personally think can be understood if you can figure out the riddle,

I am all the things you have never heard me speak about. I am the sensitive, the weak, the fragile, the strong, the overpowering, the needy, the aloof, I am here and then Im gone. I want you but stay far away from me. I am my own dream. Shatterable yes, but by you.. in the words of debbie gibson "Only in your dreams". I am not turning back, nor will I willingly admit my defeats. This is me turning the page.. into something extraordinary. If you want to jump on my coat tales and go along for the ride, well then you better pay the toll up front cause I am not a free ride anymore. I am on my way to something else. I am the talker, the thinking, the philosopher. I am the mad hatter, the march hare, I am the cheshire cat only I dont like the purple, Id rather it be blue. I am something else and Id like to get to know you.

Some more of my interests are: accents, ani difranco, artist expression, bare feet, beach, beaches, billy holiday, bjork, body modification, boi dykes, books, boy dykes, brute strength, buddisim, butches, candles, cards, celebrities, chocolate milk, clubs, comedy, conversations, crazy girls, dancing, dancing like a dork, dean koontz, depeche mode, doodling on people, dreams, eclectic tastes, ella fitzgerald, eyes, femmes, film making, films, foot rubs, freaks, fresh cut grass, gay, girl who love girls, girlfriends, harry potter, hollywood, humor, individuality, intellegence, italy, janis joplin, jazz, jeffrey dahmer, jhonen vasquez, john coltrane, john hughes films, jthm, jungle love, kisses, lesbian, lesbian rock stars, licking, lightning, limp bizkit, loud brash behavior, love, love songs, massages, meadows, melissa etheridge, melissa ferrick, miles davis, monkeys, movie stars, movies, multiple personalities, music, mystery, novels, obsessive compulsive, ocean, online tests, peircings, pepsi, personality tests, philosophy, phobias, phoebe snow, photography, picasso, playing on the swings, poe, poetry, poets, pretty in pink, rain, randomness, reading, reality shows, relaxing days, road trips, romance, sand, sensuality, serial killers, sexiness, sexuality, sexy girls, shadows, short stories, shyness, silence, sleeping in late, sneaker pimps, speaking my mind, sports, squee, starry nights, stone butch, storms, strongness, summer, sun, surfer girls, tattoos, tegan and sara, television, tenderness, the 80's, the breakfast club, theater, thunder, tim burton, touching, trees, tv shows, vagina monologues, van gogh, walking in the rain, water, whispers in the dark, wind, winter, wisdom, wit, women, womyn, woodstock, writing on the walls.

I am all the things you have never heard me speak about. I am the sensitive, the weak, the fragile, the strong, the overpowering, the needy, the aloof, I am here and then Im gone. I want you but stay far away from me. I am my own dream. Shatterable yes, but by you.. in the words of debbie gibson "Only in your dreams". I am not turning back, nor will I willingly admit my defeats. This is me turning the page.. into something extraordinary. If you want to jump on my coat tales and go along for the ride, well then you better pay the toll up front cause I am not a free ride anymore. I am on my way to something else. I am the talker, the thinking, the philosopher. I am the mad hatter, the march hare, I am the cheshire cat only I dont like the purple, Id rather it be blue. I am something else, yet im the same as everyone else.
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